hohoho~
went out the past few days
had tuition on sat then met cass and vivian
at mrt station then mrt-ed to marina
shop here shop there cass bought some stuff
then me and vivian just pei ta look around
then went to suntec look around then vivian
seems to be attracted to the watches
i oso dunno why then went to a shop where
they sell lots of melody stuff
then vian bought 2 L-shaped file
went to paya lebar de THIS FASHION
tried on a tube dress it is sooooo uncomfortable
felt exposed dunno why jus feel so exposed lor
maybe cos i had nv tried on this kind of clothes
had dinner with cass when vian go bak have
dinner with her parents...
aft eating dinner chatted for some time
then struggled whether to have the dessert anot
but ended up eating it hahaha
mrt-ed home aft tt chatted with mabel on the phone
until dunno how long then played games then went to bed at 3+

woke up at 11+ yesterday morning
watched huan huan ai then slacked do homework
then waited for my mama come bak from the salon
went out with mama and jie to shop for jie de former clothing
due to the difficulty in finding her clothes,
so we took quite some time looking for it
finally found it at isetan
she bought 2 blouse and a pair of pants
went to meet my papa at the "fun fair" near my hse
bought my phone de plastic case
went bak aft tt
bathed and watched chao ji xin quang da dao
slept at almost 1 aft watching it

had choir today not very fun cos the guys kept
going out of tune then the instructor
kept asking them to sing again and again
soo tired...

i wont write abt wat happened for the past few days
cos dun wish to talk abt it...
so i will just talk abt wat happen today
today left school at 11.15 cos of the good o level results
then the principal decided to let us leave earlier
went to find cass and mabel and hwee san at the canteen
then wait for yankai...we then go to seoul garden
saw Ruz they all they oso eating there
we got a place then started eating
took alot of meat then "Mi Fen Gong Zhu" zai xian
cassini ate alot of mi fen then cos yankai n her sit 2gether
then cass say yankai take de beef very disgusting
then they keep disturbing each other lor
me,mabel n hwee san sit together
then we jus eat lor dun care them
aft eating walked around tm
then me,cass yankai took bus 29 tour-ed around
then went home aft tt...
took height and weight during PE lesson
weight still okay height not okay still short short de hiaz...
i wan grow taller!!!

我以为离开了那个地方，
就不会再遇到像那时所发生的事，
但我错了。。。我错在太小看这世界，
太看得起自己，
认为自己对这种事情已经看得很透彻，
认为自己对这种事情不会在意。。。
我笑，我笑自己太天真，
我笑自己对人太信任。。。
妈妈看我这样，他骂我
骂我为什么要把自己搞成这样，
我不知道。。。
我是不是应该把自己封闭起来？
是不是这样就能避免自己再受到伤害？
是不是应该和这个可怕的世界说再见？
人的可怕，人的善变，
我已经快受不了了。。。
我曾经从那个可怕的地方走出来
现在是不是连那个我曾认为快乐的地方也要变成和那里一样？
我不要，我不要这里变得和那里一样。。。
我只要这里充满快乐的回忆。。。

haha this week de mood not that bad lah
let me update

14th January 2008 [Monday]
nth special happened in class had choir in the aftnoon
actually dun wan go de but aft a discussion with cass n mabel
decided to go... but very soon we regret
cos when we go did nth much teacher debrief the cca fair
then started teaching us how to read notes
then i was like WHAT!!! the previous instructor oso gt teach
but she give up very fast cos she noe we cannot make it
haiz...but i ended up copying from mabel
cos she noe how to read notes
received presents from peizhi Thanks!!!
had a long long break went to the canteen
then saw ming hui then i complain to her abt the teacher
went bak to choir heard the song
then too gan dong cried while singing
pei mabel wait for her papa to come
before i go home... reached home at 6+

15th January 2008 [Tuesday]
today keep disturbing mummy cos she 2mr birthday
went out to eat with them aft school slacked, chatted
then i pei mummy walk bak while the others go find joyce
then it rained i was wet while trying to get home
when i reach home gt a fan then started fanning my shoes
cos only gt 1 pair

16th January 2008 [Wednesday]
today mummy birthday had a surprise party for her
aft school i dunno wat they buy for mummy
cos i nv go pei them buy gt choir tt day
aft school joyce, khar tian, ming hui rush to collect the cake
then me, hui xian, diana stayed in school pei mummy
then when they come bak too many ppl in class
then hui xian bring mummy to the toilet
then ming hui and the others take the cake to the class
prepare then i take the cake cos i the "biggest daughter"
stood at the door wait then they open the door
they sang birthday song for mummy then i bring the cake out
then mummy cry cos too gan dong
took the cake in then i cut the cake then mummy serve others
the cake dunno is tai jing zhang or wat
when i cut the cake my hand keep trembling lor
asked our form teachers to come
then aft eating we faster tidy up then go for hse meeting
ended at 5+ went home aft tt
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!!!

17th January 2008 [Tuesday]
nth special had assembly today
mummy n the rest go watch one missed call
i never go cos i dun watch horror movie
i hate that kind of movie
anyways waited for cass n mabel went home aft that

18th January 2008 [Friday]
had PE for 3 periods today
int time we played captains ball manged to score 1 point
played rugby during PE quite slack cos nv play very hard
then nv sweat alot had chinese lesson aft tt
it was okay lor as usual jus tt Mr fan today abit bad mood
had 2 periods of Maths did graph questions strained my eyes
cos the graph in the textbook too small
english lesson as usual greeted the unwanted teacher
stayed in class to make sure tt the ppl who gt punished
stayed back to clean the classroom then pei mummy they all
shun bian wait for cass and mabel to finish with the meeting
lunch-ed with cass and mabel at KFC chatted slacked
then went home...
didnt have the chance to spend quality time with my parents
cos they come bak very late these few days hiaz...

好累。。。好累。。。
心里的创伤使我感到好累，
你让我笑，你让我哭，
你让我开心，你让我伤心，
你让我失去对爱情的信心和勇气，
你让我不敢再相信爱情，
虽然你让我失去了那么多，
但你让我更珍惜我的友谊，
让我更珍惜我的朋友，
就让我对你的感情随着留下的眼泪，
慢慢的。。。消失吧。。。
My Eyes Hurts, so is my Heart

hahas haven update my blog for sometime cause a little busy with school work plus have been a little too tired to do so...

1st January 2008
went out for dinner with my aunt and biao meis went to central then eat at the jap resturant there order a set meal then the tea came first the cup so damn cute lor then i keep taking pictures of it haha i noe i alittle bit siao then the food come super fast make until the whole table no place to put other things liao helped to bring my biao meis home aft tt

2nd January 2008
woke up at 6 today went to school to meet mummy they all at 7.10 then of course there were ppl who are late then aft chatting for awhile outside the back gate of the school we went in to find our class then found that we and 4B is next to each other then mummy so happy lor cos next time hui xian they all want come find us jus walk over can liao sat with mummy first
then joyce and ming hui sit behind us the diana and jia xin sit far far away then went to morning assembly then sit there listen to the principal talk talk then went bak to class spend the first to period doing some admin stuff... today hor too many surprises liao... when teacher put up the seating arrangement i was shocked then i was like erms... even though i like surprises, but this is really really tooo surprising then nt only this teacher was like choosing the chairman all this stuff lor then i suddenly become the vice-chairman aka monitress of the class lah then i was like cher why are u doing this too me there is way too many surprises today felt uneasy for the whole day
3rd January 2008
the day was okay lor my duty start yesterday but i was like i have nv been at this position lor so dunno wat to do then keep asking diana abt the things cos she last time chairman mah... then there was 1 good thing tt is my poa is ms nora temp one lah then the new teacher speak so so soft lor cannot hear wat he toking haiz...

today 4th January 2008
i am getting used to the things in class seating arrangement, my duty ,school work, new teacher every thing seems fine by now lesson ended at 12.25 today YAY!!! cos the pass few days school ended at 2 + met mabel and cass they were looking through the yearbook when i reached then i join in oso lah then we pei michelle,vivien and yankai to tm yankai and vivien go collect disc, michelle go popular then the 3 of us went to the zinc shop for awhile cos mabel say she want change school bag then due to something, the both of them keep disturb me lah then i was like laughing like hell lor... then went to mj find yankai and vivien then we pei michelle,vivien and yankai go bak school then lunch-ed at KFC at bedok then when we go eat and of course the both of them continued to disturb me then making me want to puke... then we like sit there chat lor chat for a long long time then oso looking though the yearbook then this time take my one then one of the pages dropped haiz... then bus-ed home on bus 60 then went out for dinner again with my aunts and biao mei and one biao ge dined at central again but this time eat western food nt every nice then walk to liangs court to see if there is ice cream for sale but they close le lor then cos we were walking along clark quey then there alot pub mah then my aunt say she teach us bad cos we under 18 then go there but i personally do nt like that place i oso dunno why jus dun like then had Turkish ice cream the ice cream is so expensive lor then bus-ed home with jie jie on bus no 2 reached home at abt 11.30 like tt hiaz so late...

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Thank You(: