Hmmmmmm....
I wonder.....
What if....
Maybe.....
WTH!!!
ARGHHH!! FORGET IT!!

If you wonder what those are, they are my thoughts for these few days.
AND they always end with WTH!! or FORGET IT!!

Wouldn't Life Be Easier If I Could Just Hate You?
Its all in a Mess.
In A BIG MESS


01:40;

AIGOOOO....
I am soooooooo tired!!!!!
I have been going out everyday for the past 1 week
and it left me with an empty wallet and exhausted body & brain.
Imagine,
On Monday, you go for chalet spent the night there unable to sleep well,
then play the whole of Tuesday,
Then when you got home on Tuesday night, you slept through from 2 to 11 plus
on Wednesday, then your friend ask you to go orchard,  walk and reach home at dinner time.
on Thursday night your mama wants you to go surprise visit your god-father but end up being a waste cos he is not there.
Then Friday you go singing with your friends and school brillante in a pair of approx. 15 cm high heels,
and walk to have supper then walk home from the bus top 15 mins away from  your house.
THEN, work an 8 hour afternoon shift for 2 days.

AFTER, a week of those you will be like me.
dead tired.
& my legs are giving way because of my job. T.T


00:37;

My BRAIN is not functioning properly!!!
It kinda malfunction while i was working just now.
So I kinda cannot concentrate and its like my vision blur-ed for a moment  while shelving the books
then i get the dizzy spells while walking to the trolley o.o
and i the next thing i know i am spacing out and my heart beating real fast
& I have a shattering pain in my knee.><
I think something is wrong but i don't know what it is.
Hopefully i can still sleep, its afternoon shift tomorrow. :D

Oh and a customer I served just now remembers my name. ^^


01:52;

I am currently afraid of my phone ringing.
Someone who i don't like to talk to has been calling.
And the calls make me feel lost.

Just finished watching 2AM's new mv for 'I was wrong' & OMG!
They look sooooooooo COOL!!!!
Especially kwonnie, he looks so damn cool, a very different image he has on WGM together with Ga-in
& Changmin still mesmerise me with his unique voice.
Jinwoonie is still very attractive with his smiley eyes, although he doesn't smile much in this mv.
Seulong looks very cool on the bike.
You should take a look, it would be better if the english subbed version is out but for now this is what i can find.




01:49;

I am freakin tired.
AND my 'good friend' came today
so i am feeling FREAKIN uncomfortable.
Therefore i won't be expecting a smooth day tomorrow at work.
But fortunately i will be working afternoon shift, meaning i get to sleep more.

Mama and papa are out of town so tt means i have nobody to whine to when i get home aft work
Which is going to be not so good, cos i realised how attached i am to them.
I am MISSING them already.

Well, anyway I DON 'T FEEL WELL, and i want to sleep.


01:39;

WAHHHHHH!
THE AIR STINKS!!!!!
The air smells burnt & it STINKS!!!

I seriously hate the weather these days.
Its dry, hot, scorching but most importantly it STINKS!
I am even trying everything i can to avoid the sun.
I draw the curtains, avoid sitting near the window cos i can feel the heat

This morning my mama told me to help her buy goldfish
since her goldfishes have been dying frequently recently.
& frequently as in like I just went last week to buy her 4 goldfishes,
& i went again today to buy 2.
But worst above all,  knowing how much i hate the afternoon sun,
She asked me to go in the afternoon, saying that i need to go in the sun to get vitamins.
But like I care, I am not going to risk going into the skin-destroying UV rays just to get her those goldfishes.
So i went in the evening. ^^

I am seeing lightning and hearing thunder since 3am
so it better rain before I go insane because of the smell.

Oh, and I am into braids recently. :D
PS: Remember to drink more water people! The weather is dehydrating us!!


03:46;

I am getting muscle aches on every monday.
Cos of my job. Think my legs will get thinner by the end of 6 months.
Its good exercise with pay.

Oh, and I went to look at the pictures cass told me yesterday when
we had dinner together,
I was in total SHOCK!

& I think should starve myself tonight and tomorrow morning.
I ate too much...


16:41;

DON'T YOU JUST HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE TOUCH/TAKE/MOVE/CHANGE YOUR THINGS WITHOUT TELLING YOU, ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU CANT FIND IT WHEN YOU NEED IT AND REALISED THAT ITS WITH SOMEONE ELSE?


13:30;