hahahaha i am back to blogging again
i have been studying like mad these days
especially today read it
and you will noe how super i am. MUAHAHAH
okay i woke up at 5.50
after sleeping at 12+ the previous night
then went to eat breakfast with
mummy, minghui and other guys in class
then had maths extra lesson at 9 then have to finish
the 10 questions teacher give... i am the last to finish
so i left school at 12+ cause they closing the school liao
then went straight to the tuition centre
since i dun have the time to go home and change
went there started revising then tuition-ed at 1
tuition ended at 3 went home took a quick shower
then change clothes and bag then went off
to mac to find mabel, cass and michelle
played, studied, chatted over there
then went off at 6+
went home but come out again cos
my sis want go parkway buy girls stuff
then went there walked around
then papa came to give us a ride home...
just came bak cos my parents are interested
in the getai downstairs accompanied them
so i am very tired now my energy level is below 0
which means its a negative number...
i am now waiting for my turn to bathe
but i feel like sleeping... tired. tired
zzzzzZZZZZZ

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY JIE JIE!!!

I am back to blog just came to update.
I was feeling a little empty lately,
don't know why but it started after brillante.
Was it because i miss singing with the girls,
or was it because i have decided to give up something.
I really don't know the reason, but
i am going to be really busy this few days
so i might just not have the time to think about it.
okay back to Today,
managed to pass my 2.4km run today,
i got 14 minutes + which to me is a good timing
had also taken height and weight today
both are as usual
but i am still not satisfied with my height.
the girls had the run today too
and they also took their height and weight
everything is normal but just someone
who have not been doing very good lately.
Ain injured her knee today,
or should i say her knee injury is back
after the run today she couldnt even walk
sat on the wheel chair and missed lessons
she refused to see the doctor
no matter how hard we asked
her father came to bring her home after school
hoped she would be better by monday.
Mrs Teo gave us 4 extra maths lessons
cos she would not be in school during maths lesson
cos she is on course...
so we would be going back to school for the next 2 sat
and stay back after school for some of the days.
I am feeling a little weird today
i was like feeling so high during the lessons
but feel so depressed now
don't know why, just weird.
I need someone to talk to now
i just realised that there is no one i can call to talk to
the girls are preparing for their 'o' levels
and has a lot of homework to finish
so i don't want to bother them
I don't what i can do now but
i am now desperately needing someone to talk to
but i clearly know that it would be impossible
for someone to accompany me...
Maybe i am just too tired...
very tired....

I promised myself to cry for you for the last time
my feelings for you would go with the last performance
that would be the very last time i would cry for you
its time,i am giving you up
i am not going to wait anymore
knowing that you will never come back
I am going to move on
carry on with my life without you
I will give you my blessing
treat her well, give her the happiness you couldn't give me
and may god bless all the couples on earth

then when we got the 2nd rehearsal
due to the nonsense instruction the teacher gave
and the very very rude junior,
she mood swing again
then me and mabel oso bad mood cos of the junior
and the stupid instruction
then put on the thick make-up
then the 3 of us skipped dinner
cos we got heavy breakfast and lunch
so we spent our time at the toilet putting on make-up
didnt want to go bak to the holding room
cos if we go back the teacher sure help us put
then we dun want cos the teacher put de very funny
so we spent our time doing it ourselves
had fun putting make-up
then photo taking with the principal
then we go back to the holding room
while the audience start to come in
we got this live telecast at the holding room
so we noe whats going on outside
the camera shift here and there
and someone got so high because she saw someone
then we went out of the holding room
during interval went to find michelle
and michelle look so pretty today
[keep it up michelle!!! jia you!!! (:]
saw some friends....
everyone looked good in those clothes
except for 1 he is in t-shirt, shorts and slippers =.=
chiong back to the holding room cos need to prepare
then our turn first song "breaking free"
danced then i keep hitting cass cos no space
then we same rushed to change
we changed in the room and not the toilet
cos we got no extra time to go to the toilet to change
changed waited and the something goes wrong
dunno wat happen when the teacher open the door
got strong wind then all of us went in with messy hair
but managed to tidy up before getting on stage
sang "when you believe" and its terrible
then got off stage went back to the
holding room to prepare for finale
but came out very soon cos no time
finale danced the funny funny dance
then went out quickly changed into our jeans and t-shirt
and went back to the holding room
we wanted to leave with our friends
but the teacher dun allow
then she allow other ppl go
then the 3 of us de mood got worse
bus-ed back to school with the rest.... hiaz
reached home at 12 sharp
reached home on the com and start to blog
so now i am going to remove my make-up
and its time for bed!!!!!

A Picture Taken With Mrs Tan (:
This is our last performance in choir and its terrible
hiaz... but i think the choir still did a great job somehow

"It's funny the people
that hurt you the most,
are the ones who swore
they never would"

Things have been happening at home
and they seem to be getting worse
things that have been settled before is back
and worse then before
i really dun not wan anything to happen to her
she is important to me
really really important
please i beg you dun take her away from us
i cant imagine life without her
please don't take her away
please i beg you
please don't

hahaha!!!
i used to think that blogging
is such a troublesome thing to do
but somehow i started to blog out of the blue
so i am here to blog (:
what a tiring day...
i gt PE today but
didnt get to run because of the fire drill
and its so early in the morning when the sun is up
so i was like sweating like dunno what
even though i dun have PE
only had about 5 mins left for MT
i got to noe the test marks yeah!!!
my standard is back yeah!!!!
i am so happy with myself (:
got maths test today didnt manage to finish it
then when teacher teach new things i cant understand!!! >.<
cos i wasnt in school yesterday
so dunno wat teacher toking about
then after tt english
then i go grand's place to help cos of some "things"
then now here i am at home (:
hahahaha xD
ah ma's birthday is on this sunday
Happy Birthday ah ma!!!

just came bak from brillate rehearsal
and its raining!!!!
went school early in the morning
but cos i woke up late
i didnt tie my hair then i just go school
tied them on the bus...
reach school jiaxin saw my make-up kit
cos i take my mirror out the place it on my table
then she start to ask whats this whats tt
the i tell her then minghui oso join
assemble at he parade square
then we start to head for the place
i was separated from cass and mabel
so i sit with the juniors at the back of the bus
then uncle go wrong place so we are a little behind time
reach the place ate breakfast
then we start to change and put on make up
then go back to the auditorium
the teacher start the technical run
then the run took super long
it took almost half the day
u are suppose to have 2 rehearsals
but ended up only got one then we rush here and there
rush to change clothes and its damn tired man
so we kept changing then we only ended at dunno wat time
then we quickly clear out of the place
when we got out of the lift its raining heavily
so the bus uncle call us to get on the bus
then there is this part of the road not sheltered
so we ran and we still have our make up on
we ran with our heads down then u see
we are wearing our gown and its white
so... then we got on the bus
then the uncle close the door and just drove off
he drove us off without the teacher on board =.=
so we like panic... quickly call the teacher
sang birthday song to jaslyn cos its her birthday
then the girls changed on the bus and off course
we have our way to change while not going to be exposed
then by the time we reach school only left me, cass and mabel
never change..we went back school to change
then we went home
reached home at about 7...
its so tiring okay!! i dun wan to go school 2mr!!!>.<