I am back to blog just came to update.
I was feeling a little empty lately,
don't know why but it started after brillante.
Was it because i miss singing with the girls,
or was it because i have decided to give up something.
I really don't know the reason, but
i am going to be really busy this few days
so i might just not have the time to think about it.
okay back to Today,
managed to pass my 2.4km run today,
i got 14 minutes + which to me is a good timing
had also taken height and weight today
both are as usual
but i am still not satisfied with my height.
the girls had the run today too
and they also took their height and weight
everything is normal but just someone
who have not been doing very good lately.
Ain injured her knee today,
or should i say her knee injury is back
after the run today she couldnt even walk
sat on the wheel chair and missed lessons
she refused to see the doctor
no matter how hard we asked
her father came to bring her home after school
hoped she would be better by monday.
Mrs Teo gave us 4 extra maths lessons
cos she would not be in school during maths lesson
cos she is on course...
so we would be going back to school for the next 2 sat
and stay back after school for some of the days.
I am feeling a little weird today
i was like feeling so high during the lessons
but feel so depressed now
don't know why, just weird.
I need someone to talk to now
i just realised that there is no one i can call to talk to
the girls are preparing for their 'o' levels
and has a lot of homework to finish
so i don't want to bother them
I don't what i can do now but
i am now desperately needing someone to talk to
but i clearly know that it would be impossible
for someone to accompany me...
Maybe i am just too tired...
very tired....

I promised myself to cry for you for the last time
my feelings for you would go with the last performance
that would be the very last time i would cry for you
its time,i am giving you up
i am not going to wait anymore
knowing that you will never come back
I am going to move on
carry on with my life without you
I will give you my blessing
treat her well, give her the happiness you couldn't give me
and may god bless all the couples on earth