okay i am back to updating my blog xD
today is Be Yourself Day
so alot of people wear their home clothes to school
but i didnt cause i got PE and oral aft school
so if wear i will have to change
2 times which i can say
its just troublesome
and oral i am like so ke lian can
got 2 orals on consective days >.<
had my "N" level english oral yesterday
&"O" level mother tonuge today
when i had oral i was like so nervous la
then i was stammering
when i was reading the passage
conversation for MT was okay though
cause i can relate myself to the question...
didnt had PE today cause Mr Wong go reservice
and the teacher who is suppose to
take us as relief wasnt here
so we slacked in class for 2 periods
then got concert for youth day
the people singing was not bad except
for some and that is the first time
i realise our school had a person
who can sing like a black..

about the past few days..
hmmm... i wont say that its okay
cause it wasn't really okay
finally broke down on wednesday
i was like enduring all the pain lah
but i cannot take it anymore
and broke down eventually
cried alot yesterday
i was really really hurt
i have no idea why
but my heart just hurt
its painful..

Thanks girls your care really helped alot
and i really need you all that time
if you all weren't there
I really wouldnt know what to do...
Vivian thank you for the chocolate it helped(:
& Cassini thank you for your shoulder and listening to me(:
& Mabel thank you for the sms it helped too(:
& Hwee San thank you for your concern(:
& Michelle thank you for being just there(:
& Mummy sorry to have made you worried...
Thanks alot(:
& sorry to have made you guys worried...

why does it hurt so much?
Its been so long already...
why does it still hurts so much?
what should i do?
why is it like that?
i thought i have given up long ago...
I want to be strong but..
Can I do it?...



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