This entire week is so damn bloody unlucky, except for monday.

Tuesday morning I almost couldn't wake up cos i forgot to set my alarm.
On the way to school, I lost my cardholder, with both my ez-link and matric card inside.
I tried to look for it so I walk back from the bus-stop to my doorstep 5 times, but still i couldn't find it.
Then I was late for lab for 30mins.
Because when i report lost of my ez-link, the person ask me to bring a passport size photo.
So i went to take a photo, 4 for $6.50, when I went to did my card the person said can use old photo.
So i wasted $6.50 ( I can have a good meal with that amount) & the new ez-link card cost $18

Wednesday, because i have a dinner at night with someone I feel uncomfortable with.
& I wore jeans which made me feel super uncomfortable the entire day cos of the rain.
After I endured it for the whole day,
 Last mintue, My mama told me that the BLOODY dinner is POSTPONED to the next day.

Thursday, early in the morning during APEL, my dear cp showed us the term test results.
I FAILED 3 out of 4 core diploma subject.
2nd last in the class. I have never got such rotten results.
At night went to have dinner with uncomfortable person (up) and my parents.
& he totally made me feel disgusted because the way he touch me totally reminds me of  **** ****
Which made me feel uncomfortable TOTALLY!

& above are only a small part of it there are soooooooo many other things.
If I were to write it all down, I don't know how long it will take.

OVERALL, THIS WEEK SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE THIS BLOODY WEEK!!!!!!


01:51;

There's been alot of "suddenly" lately.
Suddenly, I feel zero motivation.
Suddenly, I feel so tired.
Suddenly, I miss school.
Suddenly, I miss my friends.
Suddenly, I got Insomnia again.
Suddenly, I realised mama has not been able to cook dinner on weekdays for almost 6 months.
Suddenly, Papa's health is at a danger zone.
Suddenly, I gained fat but not weight.
Suddenly, I feel so disorientated.
Suddenly, I realised I haven't been eating properly.
Suddenly, My life is in a big mess.
Suddenly, so many things are happening to so many people around me.
Suddenly, I feel so lost.
Suddenly, I want a getaway trip
Suddenly, My instincts are getting scarily accurate.
Suddenly, I feel like i can feel ah piao again.
Suddenly, I am scared.
Suddenly, I feel like sitting by my window and see the world die away quietly.
Suddenly, I feel like going back to my own world and wait until I feel like coming out.
Suddenly, I.... I.... I.. have nothing more to say.


02:18;

ITS MY BIRTHDAY & my phone went crazy!!!!!!!!!
All the messages are gone.....
all the messages from the first time i used this phone is gone.....
WAHHHHHHHH~~
Worse of all, ALL MY BIRTHDAY WISHES ARE GONE~ T.T
DAMN IT! seriously not in good mood right now.....
tmr still got test, then this happen.....
DAMN!

I waited, but you left me disappointed.


03:02;