There's been alot of "suddenly" lately.
Suddenly, I feel zero motivation.
Suddenly, I feel so tired.
Suddenly, I miss school.
Suddenly, I miss my friends.
Suddenly, I got Insomnia again.
Suddenly, I realised mama has not been able to cook dinner on weekdays for almost 6 months.
Suddenly, Papa's health is at a danger zone.
Suddenly, I gained fat but not weight.
Suddenly, I feel so disorientated.
Suddenly, I realised I haven't been eating properly.
Suddenly, My life is in a big mess.
Suddenly, so many things are happening to so many people around me.
Suddenly, I feel so lost.
Suddenly, I want a getaway trip
Suddenly, My instincts are getting scarily accurate.
Suddenly, I feel like i can feel ah piao again.
Suddenly, I am scared.
Suddenly, I feel like sitting by my window and see the world die away quietly.
Suddenly, I feel like going back to my own world and wait until I feel like coming out.
Suddenly, I.... I.... I.. have nothing more to say.


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